krugo

Things aren't going well for me lately...
Every single moment i feel my emotions being mixed up, feeling angry, depressed and sometimes abit happy for no reason
I keep telling myself "Everything is gonna be alright" and try really hard to brush off the thought of killing myself
I had to deal problems on my own because my friend in school does not give a damn how i feel and my dad is always busy with work so i do not see him very often
I keep seeing nightmares everytime i go to sleep and wakes up at 2 to 3am either sweating, crying with my heart beating really fast...and that's not normal at all

I'm really trying
to exist another day...